lessons to learned
Not much to say this morning… I woke up with a nasty awful stomach ache, killing me again,and some serious incidented was happend last day.my dad was so angry and upset….but,will be alright soon…
During all these years, I finally realize that I’ve changed…(or being forced to change? Or may be it’s another alternative? I can’t find any precise discription which can represent my consciousness.)
I’ve been thinking a lot of stuff that I’ve ever dreamed I would be doing or even having in mind…
The more I’m here, the more I know what I should do in my live, yet, the more I miss my home town… but seems like the call of fate has to deal with my the paradox about my craving of being "home".
As a result, nothing has left for me to live, except geting knowledge… the more I close to graduate, the more I feel like my life is over… however, a new life will be born… all the fear and the joy of emancipation will come together and finally may drive me insane. (P.S. Simply, if you don’t know me enough, you don’t know what the hack I’m talking about….. whatever…I just wanna keep it for myself… )
however,Life is a lessons to learned,sometimes i should forget how’s my feel,have to remember what i deserve..Giving up doesn’t mean cause i’m weak,sometime it’s mean you’re strong to let go..They say time will heals everything,but i’m still waiting…
April 16th, 2007 at 11:40 am
Do yourself as you do now. No one can force you to change neither your personality nor your dreamed. Never give up, but also never give in. No matter how, your family and your friends are always be there for you.
Cheers up ya!
April 20th, 2007 at 3:27 am
yeah,thanks for it,just quite upset recently,but will be alright soon..
April 20th, 2007 at 3:28 am
yeah,thanks for it,just quite upset recently,but will be alright soon..